Thursday, 11 April 2019

You Never Know What Will Happen!

When you had prepared for  something a lot. You escaped and avoid everything that mattered you most for that particular thing and it just didn't happen. How would you feel? Angry?

My exam has cancelled today.

Most of the people who would hear this would be happy. However,  with me, the circumstances are else. You would find it stupid to hear, but initially I was angry. Yes! you read it right. I was angry and it was because I had worked so hard. I had been preparing from 15 days. It's not just the preparation that got wasted. It were the moment of joy that I escaped due to my exams. I avoid going out with friends, talking to my parents, watching my favourite shows, reading my favourite novels and especially I avoid a number of open mics and events. And here is the regret that lies.

First of all, as a most  common reaction I was angry as anyone can be,  and now i am sad all because of the regret of missing those event, missing out meeting interesting people and listens poetrys. I missed out all.

So,  my exam has cancelled and I am back to my daily schedule.

Most importantly,  I am upset with it.

Monday, 4 March 2019

Collision- Why dont I reply in debate and discussion!



Hey! how are you? You must be happy now isn't

I ain't fine... I again lend my opinion and it has ended up in a fight,  a vigorous one and we are not talking.. I think we will not ever talk... Its was intensified then the last time.

I forgot that what I had told myself..

Yes, I know  everyone is made up of their own kind, they have their own thought I should respect them,I do, listen to them cautiously but don't give reply to them.. I understand they won't see the right  almost everyone in the mass,  any debate or discussion turns out to be the win-lose game. But what is debate and discussion for? To get the right consequences?

But who cares about the conclusion they are all selfish, all are involved in the game,  the game of winning

Yup! I know, to them what matters most is the winning, the winning trophy in argument to prove they are right then to see what is right. They think that what they concluded is right but they are far far away from truth. I see them, I listen them,  I pity on them and I ignore...
Bcz to me ignorance is the key to happiness and peace in real life...

Bcz I love peace more then winning arguments.  I want a sound sleep at night rather then thinking every point of the argument and to plan to improve it to make my win in a better way...

I remember what my great Mentor has told me "listen to everyone and see the side of all in their perspective, you will get the real truth,  which is hidden in all those opinions ..."
But when I speak that truth to them, they point a finger over me and state me with lots of unmentionable terms...

I believe everyone has something wrong in them, no one is 100% right even me, but not everything in everyone is wrong... They all have little goodness that's hidden in their core.

So,  whenever someone says he or she is doing wrong.. I answer them thats their life they better know what is right wrong for them. And then starts the game of wining and losing.  They put their all effort to prove themselves right and me as wrong. When I get this bitter vibe, I remain in silence and let them bark themselves from the core. And announce them, that they are winner and let them go with the winning trophy and I go home with my only love peace...


People call me loser, coward, dastard and dumb. They call me up with many other synonyms. They also ask why I am like this.
Why dont I  speak
Why don't I reply
Why I remain in silence
And I know if I spoke  the truth, they will again start the game of win lose and my peace will be endangered.

So,  I again I don't reply and remain in silence... Give them their winning trophy and let them return with the win and me with the peace..

I do this all the time I know that, but this time...  I failed
I did the same mistake like others I tried to put off my thought on them and the game of winning started. They tried to put their opinion over me I listen carefully and ignored for the bloody peaceful sound sleep I love...
But then I send them a small thought to consider.. And they had started proving...  That led to their statements I am wrong, my poems are wrong, I am can't feel their way and my pen my ink my words are one sided propaganda...

I realised again  the win loose game had began.. It was too late, the harmony of our relation was endangered already...

I remain silent.. Let them win again, let them take their winning trophy back their home... Blocked them got my peace and had the sound sleep..

Sunday, 9 December 2018

This Year

Lots of random moments... I am keen to the changes that have came in me these months as I have settled down here in Patna.. In these months I have learnt to do things alone, being in on self, to explore place and the best thing to enjoy my best moments with me only. And this was one of those.... Being at my Convocation... being graduate today was one of the best feelings that I can not express in words.. Literally it's a feeling that I enjoyed...

Sunday, 30 September 2018

TYPES OF FACULTIES YOU CAN FIND IN ANY INSTITUTE



One of the ways of determining an institute can be the faculties! But how to determine these faculties? Are they qualified enough? Is these qualification mentioned is true? Is only the qualification and big names of degrees satisfying enough? Or, their salary tells their capabilities or their branded cars? Does experience matters more? Experience without qualification or qualification without experience or the balance of both, what is important? So there are many questions in your mind as well as mine too... let us discuss about these faculties in this respective article. I will tell you how to judge a teacher!
To judge someone in our society, we what see first is their pocket. It is what done in the situation of teacher, as we know that a teacher does not make good money by teaching. But in the matter of IIT and Medical entrance exam Institute the matter is just opposite. A teacher with good experience and qualification can make his annual income in crore too. But it doesn’t happen in one day! It takes time, lots of time, hard work, dedication, name in the market (nowadays teachers too have a market), popularity and lots of other facts. On the basis of salary the teachers can be divided into three classes. The first class, you know what first class means, ‘the best’, can be occupied by the teachers having salary equal to or more than 25 lac. These teachers in this class have in this field for a long time. They have reached to this salary package not in one day. It took their time, hard work, patience, skill and lots of other factors. The most important fact about these teachers is their experience. only degree cannot let you reach here, skill does not matter most, as you give more and more time to horn your skills the better you become, and the better you are, the better you will be paid, and with betterment in carrier comes popularity and name which matters most and this too pays, because almost each institute not the stabled ones but the new established ones want to assigned these teachers for growth of their business. So, the name too pays! So, this is what first class teacher are.
Now, let’s talk about second class teachers don’t remain to the negative side of this term. The teachers having salary between 15- 25 lac salary can be considered in this class. These are the teachers, who have degree but not the skills means they have their qualification from top reputed institutes, but they are inexperienced in this field means that their skills are at basic level. So, they are at this level, this doesn’t mean that they are incapable or not qualified to reach to the first class teachers, these first class teacher were also in this category ones , but with their hard work and effort they reached in that so cold first class. These second class teachers, with time getting their skill sharp and experience will get to the first class teachers.
The last category, means the third class teachers! Again don’t go the negative side of the term! The teachers with salary less than 15 lac belong to this category. The teachers in this category are the one who don’t have big degrees from reputed institutes but they have with their hard work had a skill with which they reached this level. These teachers usually have a B. Sc degree in any subject. But they don’t have significant talent to reach to the first class teacher but, they with their hard work reach to the second class. With their practical knowledge, talent and hard work, some can still reach the first class teachers. One can also say that in many cases there must be situation where a deserving teacher would have been underestimated and paid less salary then he deserves.
According to qualification we can again divide teachers in three categories. First category have teachers who are highly qualified, these are scholars. They high qualification, best skill and these are highly experienced. The second categories includes teacher who are highly practitioner, these teachers don’t have high qualification but they have experience. It is said that a teacher cannot be called an experienced teacher till he haven’t taught for 10000 hrs in his teaching career. The last category have teacher with low qualification and low experience. We can say these are bad teachers, but the problem with these teachers in that they are good at certain things not at every aspect. So, they fail somehow.
Another way to judge a teacher can be in by their qualification, has they been a scholar in their academic career? Topper at different level of exams? Gold medallist or some other recognization at district, state or national level? Other ways to judge them in through their experience, how many years of teaching experience do they have? Do they have taught in some other national level of institute?
So, these are the way you can judge a teacher.

WRITTEN BY
IFA AGNES
IDEAS LEND BY
M K SINGH
VIDYAPEETH ACADEMY
(DIRECTOR )