Thursday 11 April 2019

You Never Know What Will Happen!

When you had prepared for  something a lot. You escaped and avoid everything that mattered you most for that particular thing and it just didn't happen. How would you feel? Angry?

My exam has cancelled today.

Most of the people who would hear this would be happy. However,  with me, the circumstances are else. You would find it stupid to hear, but initially I was angry. Yes! you read it right. I was angry and it was because I had worked so hard. I had been preparing from 15 days. It's not just the preparation that got wasted. It were the moment of joy that I escaped due to my exams. I avoid going out with friends, talking to my parents, watching my favourite shows, reading my favourite novels and especially I avoid a number of open mics and events. And here is the regret that lies.

First of all, as a most  common reaction I was angry as anyone can be,  and now i am sad all because of the regret of missing those event, missing out meeting interesting people and listens poetrys. I missed out all.

So,  my exam has cancelled and I am back to my daily schedule.

Most importantly,  I am upset with it.